Three Black Belts Asked, “Who Do You Want?” — She Said, “All of You.”

Chapter 2

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“Ten seconds.”

Ryan got up.

His breathing was heavier now.

Angela's wasn't.

Ryan stared at her.

“Who taught you?”

Angela said nothing.

“Angela.”

She looked at him.

“Time.”

Ryan looked toward Mike.

Mike nodded.

“Round over.”

The room erupted into whispers.

Jason stepped onto the mat.

Ryan walked off.

As he passed Jason, he muttered:

“Don't underestimate her.”

Jason smiled.

“I wasn't going to.”

Angela heard him.

She stood waiting.

Jason rolled his neck.

“Your turn.”

Angela nodded.

But before they touched hands, Jason looked at Ethan.

Then back at Angela.

“Is this really about him?”

Angela's expression hardened slightly.

“Start the round.”

Jason smiled.

“Fair enough.”

Mike raised his hand.

“Ready.”

Jason lowered his stance.

Angela settled into hers.

“Go.”

Jason exploded forward.

And this time, Angela didn't retreat.

She stepped toward him.

That was when everyone realized something.

The woman they had thought was defending herself…

had been measuring them.

And she had not yet started attacking.

Ethan Brooks

Six weeks earlier, Ethan Brooks had loved coming to Westbridge.

He had loved the smell of the mats.

He had loved the sound of gloves hitting bags in the adjacent room.

He had loved the nervous energy before sparring.

Most of all, he had loved watching people improve.

His mother had always told him that martial arts wasn't about becoming dangerous.

It was about becoming difficult to control.

“Anyone can lose their temper,” Angela used to say.

“Strength is being able to choose what happens next.”

Ethan had believed that.

Until Ryan Cole started laughing.

It began with something small.

Ethan had been drilling a takedown with another teenager.

His partner was bigger and more experienced.

Ethan attempted a technique.

It failed.

He tried again.

It failed again.

Ryan happened to walk past.

“Your hips are too high.”

Ethan looked up.

Ryan demonstrated once.

Fast.

Perfect.

“See?”

Ethan nodded.

“Thanks.”

Ryan walked away.

It should have ended there.

But later, during open mat, Ryan watched Ethan make the same mistake.

He laughed.

Not loudly.

Just enough for Ethan to hear.

“You really don't listen, do you?”

Ethan looked down.

“No.”

Ryan smiled.

“That's okay. Some people aren't built for competition.”

Jason wasn't much better.

He wasn't cruel.

That almost made it worse.

He simply ignored Ethan.

When Ethan asked questions, Jason often answered with one sentence and moved on.

Derek was different.

Derek rarely spoke at all.

But when Ethan struggled to hold position, Derek would sigh.

That sigh stayed in Ethan's head longer than any insult.

Eventually Ethan stopped asking questions.

Then he stopped volunteering.

Then he stopped sparring with advanced students.

Then he began arriving late.

Angela noticed.

Of course she noticed.

She was his mother.

But she didn't confront him immediately.

Instead, she watched.

One evening, she found him sitting in the car after class.

He had not gotten out.

“You coming?”

“Yeah.”

He didn't move.

Angela turned off the engine.

“Something wrong?”

“No.”

She waited.

Ethan stared through the windshield.

“Mom?”

“Yes?”

“Do you think some people just aren't good at this?”

Angela looked at him.

“At martial arts?”

“At anything.”

She didn't answer immediately.

“What happened?”

“Nothing.”

“Ethan.”

He sighed.

“Ryan thinks I'm terrible.”

Angela's jaw tightened.

“Ryan doesn't get to decide what you're capable of.”

“He's a black belt.”

“So?”

“So he knows.”

Angela looked out the windshield.

“No. He knows what he knows.”

Ethan was silent.

Angela turned toward him.

“Do you know why I never wanted you to train because you wanted to beat people?”

He shrugged.

“Because it's dangerous?”

“No.”

“Because it's violent?”

“No.”

“Then why?”

“Because the first person you have to learn not to fight is yourself.”

Ethan looked confused.

Angela smiled.

“When someone embarrasses you, what do you want to do?”

“Prove them wrong.”

“And when you can't?”

“Try harder.”

“And when trying harder doesn't work?”

Ethan didn't answer.

“You start believing them.”

He looked down.

Angela reached over and squeezed his shoulder.

“That's the fight.”

She never told him what she had been before becoming a mother.

She never told him about the years she had spent training.

She never told him that she had once competed.

She never told him that the woman he knew as his quiet mother had once traveled across three states to compete against people who had underestimated her for exactly the same reasons Ryan and Jason did.

She had stopped competing after Ethan was born.

Life had become different.

Bills.

School.

Work.

Hospital visits.

Soccer practices.

Parent-teacher conferences.

The ordinary chaos of raising a child.

Her black belt had stayed in a drawer.

Her medals had stayed in a box.

Her old photographs had stayed in an attic.

Angela had never felt the need to explain herself.

Until she realized Ethan was beginning to believe that silence meant weakness.

That was something she couldn't allow.

The breaking point came on a Thursday.

Ethan was drilling with Ryan.

He missed a transition.

Ryan sighed.

“Again?”

Ethan tried.

Ryan stopped him.

“You're thinking too much.”

“I'll try again.”

“You always say that.”

Ethan froze.

Ryan shook his head.

“Maybe competition isn't for you.”

Ethan stepped away.

“I didn't say I wanted to compete.”

Ryan shrugged.

“Then why are you training?”

Ethan didn't answer.

Ryan looked at him.

“Exactly.”

Angela had been standing near the office door.

She had heard everything.

She said nothing until they were in the car.

Then she asked:

“Did you believe him?”

Ethan stared at the dashboard.

“I don't know.”

“That's the problem.”

“What am I supposed to do?”

Angela looked at him.

“Come tomorrow.”

“To class?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“Because you're going to learn something.”

“What?”

She smiled.

“Patience.”

The next evening, Angela walked into Westbridge with Ethan.

She had no intention of fighting.

At least, not at first.

She simply wanted to watch.

But then Ryan began demonstrating a technique to a group of students.

He exaggerated the movement.

“It's easy if you actually know what you're doing.”

His eyes flicked toward Ethan.

Several students laughed.

Angela walked past.

Ryan saw her.

“Mrs. Brooks.”

Angela stopped.

“Angela is fine.”

Ryan smiled.

“Do you ever train?”

“Sometimes.”

“Here?”

“No.”

“Where?”

“Different places.”

Ryan laughed.

Jason looked over.

“What?”

Ryan pointed toward Angela.

“Apparently we've got a secret fighter.”

Angela didn't respond.

Jason smiled.

“Then maybe she should show us.”

Angela looked at him.

“No.”

Ryan laughed.

“Why not?”

“Because I wasn't asked respectfully.”

The room quieted.

Jason's smile disappeared.

Ryan folded his arms.

“What does that mean?”

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